Aku Anak Malaysia

Posted on Monday 25 August 2008

I got tagged by Mangosteenskin.

1. Add your site(s) to the list if you’re a proud Malaysian Blogger!
2. Pass this tag to as many Malaysian Blogger as you know, or if you’re interested but nobody tags you, just include yourself volunteerly. Show some patriotism!
3. Once you’ve done posting this tag, leave a comment HERE! and you will be visited by a Malaysian local fruit, Mangosteen by the name of Mango! and added to the Master List.
4. Update list regularly to ensure every Malaysian Blogger gets equal link benefit.


I am a proud Malaysian blogger
1. mangosteenskin - Saya anak Malaysia! 2. Life is too short to be ordinary - Malaysia Tanahair Ku! 3. Sha’s Love & Passion - Aku Anak Merdeka 4. A room of crazy scrapper - Merdeka!Merdeka! Merdeka? 5. Fliffy - Aku Patriotik, Sayang Malaysia ! 6. Rizal 7. haniz - Merdeka Forever! 8.Bee - Aku Anak Malaysia!

I am passing the torch to Lelen, Joyce, Lydia, Pairacy, Jimi and any Malaysian who wants to join!

Bee @ 12:03 pm
Posted under: Randomness
In Memoriam

Posted on Monday 25 August 2008

So runs my dream, but what am I?
An infant crying in the night
An infant crying for the light
And with no language but a cry.

My aunt passed away last Saturday. It was so sudden, I am still trying to deal with it. She was put to rest in Brunei. I wish I can be there right now but there’s also my mother’s one year memorial to think about (on the 28th August 2008). I hope I will be able to go there and visit her makam once I am done with all the arrangement for my late mother’s memorial.

May her soul rest in peace. Al-Fatihah.

Post Scriptum :
My cousin and I got involved in a minor car accident this morning. I am still reeling from the shock of it. I might take an emergency leave today and tomorrow to accompany Amy make arrangements for the car’s repair. August is so soi.

Bee @ 11:36 am
Posted under: Randomness
So You Think You Know Who You Are?

Posted on Thursday 21 August 2008


Several stories interweave during two days in Los Angeles involving a collection of inter-related characters, a police detective with a drugged out mother and a thieving younger brother, two car thieves who are constantly theorizing on society and race, the white district attorney and his irritated and pampered wife, a racist white veteran cop (caring for a sick father at home) who disgusts his more idealistic younger partner, a successful Hollywood director and his wife who must deal with the racist cop, a Persian-immigrant father who buys a gun to protect his shop, a Hispanic locksmith and his young daughter who is afraid of bullets, and more.

I finally got the chance to watch Crash two nights ago. It was highly recommended by Joyce and I had the movie since last year but I never really got the time actually watch it. When I got my Touchy, I thought it would be nice to have some movies in my library. So I put some movies into my iPod and because I am so “kebaruan” (don’t ask me to translate, I don’t even know how to explain this local dialect in Malay) with my new gadget, I watched all the movies in my library back to back! Crash just happened to be one of those movies.

Crash is hands down one of the best films I’ve seen this year. Not only it’s a brilliant social commentary. It also delves deeper into the human character. It explores the theme of racial prejudice and the nature of good versus evil. I love how it concluded in the end that no one is all bad or all good. We are all capable of doing things beyond our idealisms when something big is at stake. My favourite character has to be the one played by Matt Dillon. He played a cop who is a well-known racist in LAPD. He sexually harassed an African American woman during one of his patrol to the disgust of his younger colleague (played by Ryan Phillipe).but the very next day he saved the same woman from a dangerous car wreck and endangering his own life in the process. What I like about him is the fact that he knew what matters most. He’s racist but he knew that he’s a cop and saving lives was one of his job description. He could’ve left the woman and claimed that he did his best, but he didn’t. Instead he crawled into a burning car to save the woman. I like the fact that he’s a racist but he didn’t let that prevent him from doing what’s right. If all racist can be as clear-headed as this guy, the world would be a much better place.

After seeing the film I feel like I need to change my tendency to judge people way too quickly. The late Randy Pausch said “Everyone has a good side, you just have to give them time to show you their good sides”. I think that’s rather optimistic, but there’s no harm in believing in good things. Right?

Bee @ 12:18 pm
Posted under: Randomness
What’s My Age Again?

Posted on Monday 18 August 2008

I turned 27 last Saturday. I received so many wishes from family and friends. I don’t know what to say, I am just so overwhelmed happiness. Thank you all for your kind wishes. I wish I have the time to thank everyone personally… so you guys will have to make do with this THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU! You guys are the best.

Amy gave me Faber Castell’s Watercolor Pencils and a sketch book. She said it’s “Hadiah Kanak-Kanak Riang” (I won’t bother translating that to English because it won’t sound as funny as it is in Malay). That’s really a nice way to say “You’re Mad”. Honestly, name one person who has Watercolor Pencils in his / her Birthday Wishlist? I am most definitely sure that my name popped up into your mind.

Aren’t you glad you have me as a friend? I am so low maintenance. Really.

But I did buy a nice grown up gift for myself.

No. It’s not an iPhone. It’s Touchy, my fav new baby… I mean iPod. He’s so cute and smart. Now I am going to start saving money so that he could go to Harvard and run for President when he’s older.

Bee @ 9:51 am
Posted under: Geek TALK and Randomness
ATC Series.

Posted on Tuesday 12 August 2008


I recently finished my Book Inspired ATC Series. The last one in the series is My Sister’s Keeper by Jodi Picoult. I can’t continue the series any longer because I am currently busy with school again. All the titles in this series :
1. Life Of Pi by Yann Martel
2. Dreams Of My Russian Summers by Andre Makine
3. My Sister’s Keeper by Jodi Picoult.


I also have another series that I am working on. This series is not complete. I still have more Folklore Monsters to draw. But I am taking a break from this series for a while, to make way for school work. So I made this digital collage for “mintapuji” showcase in this site. The titles in this series are :
1. Gorgon
2. The Singing Mermaid in Mr. Octopus’ Lair
3. Alseid, The Nymph

I have traded Gorgon with Natalie and The Singing Mermaid was made especially for JC the mermaid collector. The Nymph is promised to my cousin, Neno. I am currently thinking of making digital prints of my folklore series… But first I need to add a few more ATCs into this series. … *sigh* so many things to do. So little time!

I know, I know. I am mad. I should be studying.

Bee @ 4:15 pm
Posted under: Randomness
Carving Mode

Posted on Monday 11 August 2008

I finally found an X-Acto Knife last Saturday. So I set my wood carving tools aside and began carving erasers like mad. I am very impressed with how precise the knife is. It’s one hundred times better than my old carving tools.

I have finally produced some rubber stamps that don’t look like crap. I know I have a long way to go. But practice makes perfect. I shall buy tons of erasers and practice harder.

My beautiful rubber stamps were hand delivered to me by its maker MangosteenSkin. Talk about good service! I am so in love with all of them. I can stop stamping! I wish I could make beautiful rubber stamps like MangosteenSkin.

P/S : as of today, I have exactly two X-Acto Knife related injury. My poor fingers. Huhu.

Bee @ 11:03 am
Posted under: Randomness
Weirdo Mode

Posted on Thursday 7 August 2008

Memories are weird in the way they could appear sharper than the presence. Looking into them you would see the things that you had never seen before and noticed the things that you had mistakenly overlooked in the past. But truthfully, what good would this bring? Digging up a buried past and putting it under a microscope? There are things that cannot be changed. There are things that we could never get back. What happened cannot be undone.

Bee @ 8:47 am
Posted under: Randomness